Thank God for Today

We busy playing with smartphone.

Don't know the sky turns orange from dawn.

We scroll timeline that we don't need to see.

Don't realize stars appears so shiny.

Head up and look up to the sky,

did we thank God for today?

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That was really tiring day. Being as intern in Jakarta is not as easy as what I thought. About 2hours from home to work, multiple times equals 4hours. To be honest, at first I feel that I really wasted my life for 4hours on the way. I really shocked with the struggle and life in train.

But after one month being intern, I learned so many things. My 4-hours-in-train ain't really wasted. It was like I can learn new things everyday. Not just about design skill, branding, or any graphic design related things. But I learned so much more about life. How I change from the couch potato (or we can say "mager"-person) into grateful person (still learning though). How a little thing happens to be something to thank. How anything could I think about deeper than before.

And then, day by day I get more sensitive. I get teary eyes just because seeing mother with her tired child (well, you know how annoying them..) in crowded train at night. Or when I see old man/woman going alone with far destination.

Now, I know that "Jakarta itu Keras" or "Nyari uang itu susah" more than a saying. And I amazed with women who has tough personality. Women is really strong.

But from all of those (meaningful) days, the most thoughtful thing is: I learn that we have to be grateful. Because we'll be happier day by day as we always have something new to thank to God.

Thoughts on Sit

"I choose what I feel in my heart." 

But then she said, 

"No! You should feel what you think."

Girl, you're too cute. Your sister already using her brain too much. Possibly everytime she doesn't believe in her self.

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Theory keeps me in line. But at times like this: theories kill me unrealized. People said, "don't worry cause we got no boundaries."

And yes. I'm the one who draw a line and make a boundary. Who let myself to keep me safe or give a try to be different than yesterday.

Youth

They say, we reached next step in our life. 

We're young to take responsibilities all at once. 

Besides, we're old enough to choose what we want and make a deal of it.

We actually fragile, yet we have curiosity and passion to being brave. 

Sometimes we're eager to take challenges, but sometimes we hesitate much to make decision.

People say that we're not kids anymore. And we may do things like the adult. 

The old think that our age is precious and the young say that they can't wait to be one of us.

As youth..

live with hesitations, spirits, tears, smiles

have courage, curiosity

crave for praises, success, true love

As youth, who's neither young or old. We passed hard times as we get more mature. 

We learned things as we get to know how to make priority in life.

As youth, who's got flame in heart and eager to take prestige. 

Take the risk to make it until the end.

But there are times

our curiosity cannot be fullfilled because our capability still not enough,

our courage is not enough to take big responsibilities.

Then we end up having big problem. 

But once we get through, that was just small problem we have to face it. 

So stay strong cause we're youth.

Smile if we still strong enough. Cry if we cannot hold tears. 

We may have many friends but all we need just some to count on. 

Because sometimes when we seek for answer, actually we just need shoulder. 

So control yourself cause we're youth.

We have dream to catch on. We do something that we're passionate about. 

Still, we can having fun when its time. 

And we let emotions burst out when we cannot handle it anymore. 

It's okay..

Because we're youth, too old to being said kids and too young to being said adult. 

So let's have a life.