Saturday, February 6, 2016

Youth

They say, we reached next step in our life. 
We're young to take responsibilities all at once. 
Besides, we're old enough to choose what we want and make a deal of it.


We actually fragile, yet we have curiosity and passion to being brave. 

Sometimes we're eager to take challenges, but sometimes we hesitate much to make decision.


People say that we're not kids anymore. And we may do things like the adult. 

The old think that our age is precious and the young say that they can't wait to be one of us.


As youth..

live with hesitations, spirits, tears, smiles
have courage, curiosity
crave for praises, success, true love


As youth, who's neither young or old. We passed hard times as we get more mature. 

We learned things as we get to know how to make priority in life.


As youth, who's got flame in heart and eager to take prestige. 

Take the risk to make it until the end.


But there are times

our curiosity cannot be fullfilled because our capability still not enough,
our courage is not enough to take big responsibilities.
Then we end up having big problem. 
But once we get through, that was just small problem we have to face it. 
So stay strong cause we're youth.


Smile if we still strong enough. Cry if we cannot hold tears. 

We may have many friends but all we need just some to count on. 
Because sometimes when we seek for answer, actually we just need shoulder. 
So control yourself cause we're youth.


We have dream to catch on. We do something that we're passionate about. 

Still, we can having fun when its time. 
And we let emotions burst out when we cannot handle it anymore. 


It's okay..

Because we're youth, too old to being said kids and too young to being said adult. 
So let's have a life.

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Dreaming a Dream

They dream about something wonderful, something cool, something beautiful.
They strike forward the obstacles. They take the risks undoubt.
They believe with their dreams.

But I feel like i'm losing hope, cause I don't have any dream to hold. I keep going make something with my best, just to crash my rivals. My desire is to win, number one or nothing. I learn too many things, until I realize that I never really learn about what I want. I just want to know about everything but not focus on one thing. My intention break apart to many ways, then starts fading, and become so hazy. I just keep doing something without getting something. It feels like I'm running full speed with blind eyes. I'm tired to chase nothing. I want to catch the star, but I don't know which one is mine. And again, I feel like I don't know myself at all.

(Still, there are people hold me even when I never really appreciate them enough. I stand here want to be alone and lonely, being so selfish.)

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Friend in Need is Friend Indeed

I got many friends. But there just a few friends that I really share anything about. I will tell them everything like family, love thingy, passion, college, even random thought and unreal imagination. I don't meet them everytime, but when we got time together will be unforgetable. Don't expect something sweet between our friendship. People will look at us and tell how boring our days. We are normal people, really normal like have nothing special. We go to normal places and do ordinary things. But I never regret, because I enjoy our day.

They are who listen to me even when I tell the same story twice. They are who see me crying because it means I already let my guards down. They are who will not tell me I'm wrong even they already warned me before, but they will help to bring me up and solve the problem. They are who will stand beside me to having fun and trying to be better together. They are who may not really understand me but tried to. They are who give me space to be alone. They are who knows my little things or my habits when I don't even realize. They are who comforts me in bad day. They are them.

We don't call, message, or talk everyday like every besfriends do. But we have a lot things to talk when we meet each other. We don't say anything sweet each other even in birthday greetings, well actually I'm not that really care about birthday. Forget a birthday date is not means we are not bestfriends anymore. i mean, friendship is not about birthday date. True friend will always pray for you, not just in birthday greetings.

Yes, they just a few in many friends. I will not let them go, but I am not always stick to them and tell them to not friends with another. I try to be the best for them because I know that I am not easy to trust someone. So, if I trust you, be glad cause you may one in million that I really care about.

Saturday, March 21, 2015

Berbunga

Maret.
Aku harap kamu bunga.
Aku harap kita harum.
Aku harap kita berjumpa.
Jumpa di waktu yang tidak tertolak,
dan kita berbunga.